At first it didn't bother me, but just like an hour ago it hit me and now I am drowning in guilt and I am so sorry. I am not asking you to take me back. I am asking you to forgive me because I feel SO much guilt it is literally eating me alive. I am now affectionate because all of my ex's went to different schools so I didn't really get a chance to be all lovey dovey. Only one ex went to my school and that's how things got so serious and I was always putting my all. That is why I am not good at showing my affection over technology.
I miss you yet I don't want you back. I am so sorry yet I don't want to make it look like I miss you as my boyfriend. I am glad you found someone who can give you what you deserve I just didn't really hope that it would've came so fast. I really need you to forgive me and I hope you don't make that girl pay for what I did like how you made me pay for your ex's.
I do not want you to hate me forever because forever is a long time and I don't want your hate to last forever :( Please please please forgive me. I just need to let this heavy burden off my chest. The guilt hit me super hard and I try hard to be strong for the sake of my family and friends, but once they say your name I just break down because I hurt you READILY and I can't live with this guilt :( I am so sorry